It's mind-blowing how fearless we were as kids before the world came in and robbed us of our fearlessness.

LS, I don't smoke, but hearing how you described the colors and traveling to other worlds beyond this one, I can understand why you have clung to this. It sounds amazing.

I think if you would like to quit you do have the courage to do so. I think you will make the choice when you're ready, if at all.

I enjoyed reading this, thanks for sharing.