The struggle is real. I'm not vegan but I would like to be. For me, I hate touching, smelling, seeing raw meat, I am truly grossed out by it. So, I eat very little meat, if at all.
Seeing someone gutting a deer would bother me tremendously. That's just frightening.
I am also disturbed by slaughter houses and the inhumane treatment of the animals. Poor workers having to see that shit play out each day. I can't even begin to imagine that.
I do understand your point though about eating meat from a place of respect, gratitude and the need to survive. Do what makes you comfortable.
Thanks for sharing your honest opinion on this.